Sermon:
Genesis 15:1-12, 17-18; Psalm 27:1-3, 14; Luke 13:31-35; Phil 3:17-4:1
That question I started with in our theme introduction is a deep, deep question, one I suspect at some point in our life we all ask of God: do you really want things go right for me? Can I really trust you to care for me, to know and to meet my deepest needs? And in our reading from Genesis this morning Abram is facing this problem head on. God has promised Abram, before he and Sarai ever set off from their homeland into the unknown, that Abram's family will become a great nation, indeed, that they will become a blessing to all humanity. And Abram has believed God.
But now, where is he? His wife Sarai has had no child. Abram has Ishmael, his son whose mother is Hagar, Sarai's slave - but no legal heir to all his wealth and achievement save a far-off cousin in Damascus. Has God tricked him? Is God truly trustworthy? Does God really understand his needs?
We in St Andrew's might have our own questions to ask of God. I'm not getting any younger; will my health hold out? What about my family, will they be all right? Will I find work that's right for me? Will this church, to which I've given time and money and love over the years, fade into nothingness as though it had never been? Does God really care about us and our needs?
God chooses an interesting way to respond to Abram's question - and if you ever do find yourself wondering along similar lines, I do recommend you follow Abraham's example and bring your complaints directly to God, who can evidently cope with us getting angry. God listens, then tells Abram to trust him even more, by asking him for a material commitment: just as now we may count our wealth in stock market certificates, all his animals were tangible signs of Abram's wealth.
The covenant made between the two that evening was the formal ratification of a sort of agreement often made in the Ancient Near East between two parties, often a king and his subject, in which in exchange for total loyalty the king agrees to protect the subject. But no king would allow himself to be questioned by his subject as God did by Abram; this relationship is much closer than that. And when Abram has signalled in this way that he is serious about his own commitment to God, God's promise is repeated, in more detail, though still with no detailed breakdown about how it would be achieved.
We don't know Abram's response, but at the time this may not have seemed too satisfactory to him, still wondering how he was ever to get a legal heir. When we have put our situation before God, we too may be left with mixed feelings: peace, that God has heard us, but also dissatisfaction: so when will God be meeting our needs? Abram's got further to go in his journey yet; so have we; as his example shows, it's not always easy to live trusting that God will make things better for us, though we cannot at present see how. Of course, sometimes what needs to alter in a situation is us, and it's not always easy at the time for us to see how we need to change, maybe in unforeseen ways, so our needs are met. But the alternative - to assume that God, like the long-awaited bus, is never going to arrive, and that we need to look out for ourselves and our own because no one else will do it for us - may not be the ideal solution either, for what we really need isn't always totally clear to us.
Part of the problem with obesity we hear so much about these days is that people are living much less energetic lives, with all our labour-saving gadgets, yet we are still eating the same amount of rich foods that were necessary for survival when we had to outrun sabre-toothed tigers. We don't always realise how much of our desire for food is need, and how much is habit. When it comes to our consumption of power, of raw materials, of finished products, it may be a similar story. Our economy is based on the expansion of consumer need ad infinitum - yet living on a finite planet, increasing our use of resources forever cannot work, even for us - let alone the developing world.
But even for those of us who are naturally frugal our perception of need is a question of mind-set as much as fact. When Paul in his letter to Philippi speaks of those whose god is the belly, he wasn't talking about those who had put on too much weight, or even Tiger Woods, but about people who felt that satisfying their own needs, rather than what God wanted, was their highest priority.
I suspect we are all tempted to make God's meeting of our spiritual needs our top priority. We want worship to be the way we enjoy it, with the music we like, at a time that is convenient for us, on dates when we are not already committed to something else. Once things are organised so our church needs are met, we want things to stay as they are. We want others to come and join us - so long as they agree to do things the way we like them. And we want God's care for us to mean we will enjoy success and avoid suffering.
If you were to show me a Christian with none of these desires, I should show you either a hypocrite or someone who really doesn't understand themselves. It is natural for us to want life to go well, as it was natural for Abram to want a son to inherit his wealth. Yet if Jesus had stuck with meeting his own needs, he would never have turned his face to Jerusalem and the cross. And as Paul tells his friends in Philippi, our natural wants - what he calls earthly things - cannot be a Christian's first priority; for our deepest need is rather for heavenly things, the love and acceptance that God alone can give us, which involves us in a greater and greater level of commitment to God throughout our lives. Just as Abram had to go through further struggle to see God's promise fulfilled in his son Isaac, Paul knew that everyone in the Philippian church would need the power of God's transformation to alter their priorities from their own needs to the acknowledgment of Jesus' authority in their lives. And the same is true for us. It's a process of transformation that the youngest among us can begin, and that the oldest among us still need to undergo.
What is the result of this process? To turn us into people of whom our psalmist writes, who can honestly say, God is my strong salvation; what foe have I to fear? In darkness and temptation my light, my help is near. Place on the Lord reliance, my soul with courage wait; his truth is your assurance when faint and desolate. This is Jesus' story too. God does not protect him or us from trouble. Yet he and we are given the assurance that no matter what happens, God's care will never fail us; and because God's care raised him from the death he endured as a result of caring for others, we can believe it's true.